Anyone remember the book series? A series of unfortunate events. It was a very popular book series when my boys were younger. My oldest read them on his own then I read them with the younger two. We all really enjoyed the series until the movie came out. Sadly, it was not as good as the books and we were all very disappointed. Sorry Jim Carey. Each book focused on an unfortunate event that led to a bigger one and then a bigger one and on an on. Eventually it got to a point where an important decision had to be made.
What exactly is an event? The dictionary says it is a significant occurrence or happening. Which means that most of what we go through in life is an event. Even the little things are significant in our lives. So what happens when we have a series of negative or unfortunate events?
I’ve had my fair share of big, medium, small, extra-large, extra small, and double extra-large size unfortunate events unfold over the past few years. I’ve struggled through them with friends, counseling and making changes in my life. I’ve been moving in a positive direction with my job, friends, and even dating. Things were going so well until………..Another unfortunate event.
I fell……fell how? Lost my balance and hit the pavement. People fall all the time, why is this a significant event in my life? It’s forced me to ask myself why the fall? why now? Why in the midst of my happiness am I being forced to STOP, REST, and THINK?
Anyone see the movie City of Angels? The angel falls so that he can be human and enjoy all of the senses we do. He falls so he can smell, taste, touch, and be able to love. What a silly angel! He quickly learns just how painful life can be when we are able to use all of those senses.
During the series of my unfortunate events I’m sure I’ve missed out on a few things. I have let my emotions get the best of me sometimes and didn’t allow myself to fully enjoy my surroundings. Even with the divorce aside my life has still been stressful. Trying to adjust to my new lifestyle, living away from the kids, the new job (s), and learning how to be close to someone again. I’ve adapted to it all but have I really let it all sink in?
If I were to analyze this past week, I’d say my fall is a really good reason to stop and smell the roses. I need to take a minute and a big deep breath to see if I am where I really need to be. Now that I’m past the divorce, and somewhat comfortable in my surroundings, it’s time to reflect on the decisions I’ve made. I no longer have to make any decisions based on what I’m going through. That is all behind me and I need to focus on the future. First step is to determine if the fall is in any way related to my other health concerns. Secondly is to embrace the resting time to really reflect on where I am heading and what makes me happy.
So, was the angel really silly to fall? I’d say no! Even though I’ve been through hell and back and have fallen yet again it has made me realize that I was missing out on some of those senses. I need to close my eyes and really taste the pear, smell the oranges, and feel the fruit in my mouth. (if you saw the movie you will get that, if not rent the movie!)
I guess the point I”m trying to make is that when you fall no matter what the circumstances are, take the time to really figure out what you are supposed to be doing during your down time. There is a reason we fall be it just in a slump for a while, fall in love, fall out of love, or literally hit the pavement. It is a moment in time that will lead to our next event.
I have two to three weeks to embrace my fall and reflect on where I am and why. I cannot wait to see where I am headed! I’d love to hear your experiences on how a fall or unfortunate event changed something in your life. Comment below.