I received a gift this week, it was small but meaningful. Given to me by someone who knows nothing about me only the fact that I have an obsessive collection. It could be annoying to others which makes me smile just a little. It holds purpose and keeps me on track. I felt special to have been the person to whom it was offered. Have you guessed it yet?
I will end your suspense, it was a clock. But not just an ordinary clock it is in the shape of a butterfly. Made of plastic, the clock mechanism came out which left the butterfly totally empty. An empty butterfly is not a pretty sight in my eyes. In fact when I first realized the clock came out of the shell I thought I had broken it, but the clock kept ticking so I knew it was still working. I was reminded of myself, I was broken, but kept ticking long enough to keep myself working to prepare for my flip.
So here I am, having survived several what would be anniversaries, birthdays, graduations, and at the same time I have invited new friends, and relationships. I have met some very wonderful people who needed me just as much as I needed them. I have held the hands of some who needed me and others have held mine.
Some can flip a house and others can flip a soul. Both are flipping “time”. I’ve been there and have witnessed lives being changed. I have seen a crossover between faithless and the faithful when a man visits his mom for the first time at her grave in over ten years. I have felt the love of a son to his parents when being introduced at their grave sight.
Both of those instances stopped time for me. I found purpose and meaning where my 
life was at that moment. I had flipped time and I was making a difference. Everything happens for a reason, I will always believe that.
So let’s flip some time my way, I am about to embark on another journey. Making a move back to the area where I grew up. It will take some adjusting but I am confident that I will find myself pretty close to where I left off.
A young, vibrant woman holding on for love, true to herself, ready for adventure, and for the “one” to give her the ultimate flip!
Courageous Butterfly
6/1/16
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I was all set to call it a night, I leaned over to turn off the light and my body paused. I looked at the lamp and was reminded that I still carry pieces of my past with me. As I embark on yet another move, I am determined to let go of these items that have lingered in places where they really didn’t need to be.
You can’t forget life and you can’t undo what’s been done. What you can do is learn, grow and survive. I know in the coming weeks as I continue to pack I will most likely stumble across more things that I thought I had let go of. I will put on my wings and FINALLY set the items free. Lightening the load will make it much easier for me to move both physically and emotionally.
Out of the Chrysalis 