Website Blessings & Social Media Blues


Who could have imagined that what started as a tool for healing would evolve into the blog I have today? I am truly grateful to you, my readers, for helping me reach this milestone. Since 2011, I have been creating what I call “gems of inspiration” for the glory of God. Initially, the blog was designed to inspire and uplift those who have experienced loss and to support divorce survivors. Over time, God has touched my heart, transforming the blog into what it is today: a space filled with inspiring and motivational posts, all in praise of Him.

I hope my words continue to encourage, inspire, and uplift those who are suffering, as well as those who simply wish to strengthen their relationship with God. I was amazed to receive a notification this week that my content had reached 50,000 views. If it were up to me, I would post more often, but I always let the spirit guide me to the keyboard. I try not to force an article just for the sake of posting. I truly need God’s inspiration to help me put words on the page.

That, my friends, brings me to a topic that has been weighing heavily on my heart — the social media blues! About a month ago, I removed the social media icons from my cell phone, and it has been amazing! I’ve gained extra time in my day, and there is noticeably less stress in my life. I never realized that seeing certain negative things on social media could make me feel uneasy or uncomfortable. Those reactions only increase stress hormones and anxiety. By keeping the icons only on my computer or iPad, I make social media less accessible, giving me the freedom I didn’t know I needed.

I find many aspects of social media beneficial for promoting my faith, prayer groups, spiritual writing projects, and for giving glory and praise to our Heavenly Father. However, I often struggle to find a balance. How can I continue to use social media for the positive aspects of my life while filtering out the negativity? Often, when I log on, I encounter something disturbing—sometimes even fabricated using artificial intelligence—and by that point, it’s too late to unsee it.

I have been talking to God about this a lot lately, and I feel that He needs me! God needs me to be active on social media, in moderation, so that I can continue to share His love, His light, and His good news!

I’m still figuring out what moderation in social media looks like for me. Right now, I feel compelled to get on social media and praise God! If I can’t post something that gives God credit, then I don’t need to post it at all.

If you’re looking for an amazing prayer group, check out A Little God Time on Facebook. I’m proud of this group of prayer warriors who have prayed for many miracles and witnessed numerous prayers answered.

As a community of believers, we can combat negativity on social media and fill the internet with glory and praise for our Heavenly Father! Who’s with me?

Be Blessed,

Kimberly (Courageous Butterfly)

What An Awesome God


It is no secret how I feel about Christian Worship music, especially songs written by Phil Wickham. God has always used music as a way to speak to my heart. Sometimes the lyrics have given me little warnings of something on the horizon. At other times, the music serves as a means for God to comfort me, filling me with love and joy.

A few weeks ago, I downloaded Phil’s newest song, “What An Awesome God,” and within seconds, my toes began to tap, my shoulders started swaying, and before I knew it, my arms were reaching to the clouds in praise to our Heavenly Father.

After listening to the lyrics, I was completely at peace, and I knew that God was about to do something miraculous in my life. It has been a year and five months since my traumatic brain injury, and my healing journey has been full of ups and downs. I am one of the lucky ones; I have been left with only mild side effects. Still, though, I have been dealing with what seemed like one new diagnosis after another.

In a previous post, I wrote about the visions I experienced while in the hospital, where Jesus’ crown floated around my room. Since then, I have been praying over and over again about what a wonderful gift I received. Not just the gift of life, but the chance to see the face of Jesus through the vision of His crown.

This Lent, our church allowed venerating the crucifix. This, I pondered, is my moment. My chance to give Jesus all of my bodily pain, my tears, and my love. Perhaps this is the moment God had in mind all along. I didn’t even think, as my turn at the cross arrived. I reached my hands and touched the crown on Jesus’ head, and gently kissed Him right where I feel my pain. Tears of joy and hope fell from my eyes, and I praised my Awesome God for the gift of life both now and in eternity. Life, given to me by the sacrifice of His only Son.

My head pain subsided the next day. I didn’t want to react too quickly, thinking maybe I was just having a good day. As the weeks went by, though, I knew I had been healed. Or the medication I was given was finally working. Either way, I was grateful.

Fast forward to a month ago when I faced yet another diagnosis. Here we go, I thought. God took one thing away, and now I’ll get something new. I allowed myself to grieve health in a sense, but then turned to prayer. God showed up big time! In the process of diagnostic testing, I had to stop taking the headache medication for a few days. I was sure the pain would be more than I could bear, but I had no choice if we were to get to the bottom of another possible health crisis.

It has been one week since I stopped that medication, and I have had no headache! Proof positive that God healed my pain as I kissed Jesus’ head on Good Friday! It is also an answer to the prayers of many people who have been praying earnestly on my behalf. Also praiseworthy is that the new diagnosis they were testing me for came back negative! I see this as an opportunity given to me by God to go off that medication. He knew I didn’t need it anymore, but he had to show me. He used the laboratory tests as a way to do that.

God has always been very creative in the ways he gets my attention! And I love it when he uses Phil’s music to do so. If you’re looking for some praise music that may be life-changing, put on your dancing shoes and sing along with Phil…
“My God, You’re an awesome God
You’re great in all You do
I’m made to worship You
My God, You’re an awesome God!”

A Hallelujah for The Win!


The saying “things come in threes” is a popular myth, we will call it, that usually surrounds unfortunate events. Once two events are connected by subject or person, one believes one more is on the way. Recently, I received a link to a new song from three people on three different dates; this was a big red flag for me that this song needed my attention!

I prefer to live with the saying “good things come in threes” because if you really think about it, once an unfortunate event has occurred, it is most often followed by a positive event, or dare I say, “light at the end of the tunnel.” The problem is that most of us cannot see that light when we are knee deep in the throes of despair. Many resources, such as Christian Worship Music, can help pull us through those moments. I knew this new song, sent to me in threes, would be very good.

As I listened to Brandon Lake’s newest song, “Hard Fought Hallelujah,” I thought about the many trials I have triumphed over, and those yet to be won. I reflected on the role my relationship with God plays in everything life throws at me. I decided to jot down words or phrases God pointed out, and I couldn’t take notes fast enough. Faith over fear was my overall interpretation of Brandon’s message, at least to my heart.

I hope Brandon’s passion becomes contagious. We could have a major revival if we all prayed, like he sings. Once I settled into the song, many lyrics touched my heart in unique ways and gave me a chance to know what I needed to surrender and what required fervent prayer.

The chorus of the song paints a perfect picture of faith over fear as Brandon takes the listener into a powerful conversation with God,

I’ll bring my hard-fought heartfelt
Been-through-hell hallelujah
I’ll bring my storm-tossed, torn-sail
Story to tell hallelujah
God, You’ve been patient
God, You’ve been gracious
Faithful whatever I’m feeling or facing
So I’ll bring my hard-fought, heartfelt
It is well hallelujah

The musical interlude, or bridge, allows one to reflect on any emotions that bubble up. In my case, it provided time to focus on what needs the attention of faith over fear and a hard-fought hallelujah lifted to the Heavens. Usually, the softer ballads of Christian music tug at my heart strings, but this song has taken quite the hold. The familiar reactions to life events in the lyrics Brandon has chosen, allow me to face the struggles, and offer them to God as each one settles in my soul.

As a prayer warrior, I like to pair songs with God’s word, giving me a package deal when something in my life needs a faith lift. One of my go-to scripture verses is Philippians 4:13 (NASB), which says, “I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.” Adding this passage before and after the chorus is the perfect marriage and sets the tone for a successful mission, regardless of destination. The key phrase in the chorus for me is, “faithful whatever I’m feeling or facing,” which serves as an act of surrender and trust.

I encourage you to listen and reflect on how the music and lyrics have affected your heart, mind, and body language. Every time I hear it, I cannot help but lift my fists to the air and drop to my knees in a heartfelt and hard-fought hallelujah. Don’t forget to share in the comments to encourage, inspire, and uplift one another.

Blessings,

Kimberly Novak

Courageous Butterfly